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of LauraDenu Sequel video testimony posted last year and I guess that has created concern about. But usually when I dance I continue to dance and that is why I keep my small and personal battle against the indiscriminate and careless use of "filler" (works of liquids through small injections under the skin), which generally serve to fill and reshape the facial features.
It 's always with some dismay that follows certain streets, dead!
Transsexual people, especially mtof, often, not a whim but to feminize a genetically and structurally face that develops in one direction rather than in the one you want, make use of these treatments to soften and change facial features. Often with good results, if we turn to an expert is not aware and compliant as they did in the early '80s when the trans started to have some visibility and that visibility was trying to be as uniform as possible to the stereotype of the doll and overflowing overflowing . On this fertile ground
some famous plastic surgeons (in the world trans), Tuscany and Rome, the economic capital built by paying their invaluable work (usury) to transsexuals who so requested, giving the illusion of a dream just as invaluable. To transform an insignificant little man in a "female" beautiful, but above that it would not towed with it, no signal of its previous identity of its kind to start.
In short, the trend of labbroni and cheekbone in four engines is not so recent. Already in the late 70s, arrived in Italy Brazilian and American surgeons implanted for breast implants and the "first lady" of the filler, oil, liquid silicone. A poison very charming and equally criminal. As much as those with artistic hand surgeons who modeled it on the faces of those who sought "at any price, literally, permanent alternative to the wrong side in the wrong body.
blow up the era in which the transsexual night crowded the streets of the farmhouses in Florence, the years when we were at the height of the imaginary erotic collective of half Italy, who paid good money in exchange for 20 minutes with these mysterious cyber-woman who knows what planet inesplorato.Proprio arrived in Florence had (have) if they are dead the age at the time, there were two magicians of the "feminization of trans," exploiters of prostitution especially true in those days, before the law 164, filled their studies in search of that dream unfortunate "unprecedented" and seeing their success, it probably was.
We have prostituted themselves for the noses of the breast and the other one. The guy's lips and hips foo. A real assembly line, blackmail true that these characters Machiavellian, had built tailored to the trans community.
was in 1995 when, because of very strong existential problems, I was plunged into a deep depression that had consumed me. It was then that I met in the video what I call "THE BEAST." Because of my excessive weight loss, I turned to one of those doctors compliant, plus low cost, unlike Florentines barons, totally unaware of what direction would have taken the my life. "Come on, two pinprick to soften her features, I lost weight too! Not fit the cheekbones and the sides with four engines to the Navy. My only goal, of course led by a major stress, was only to recover the pounds I had lost more quickly, with little money and two pinprick Rocket (I thought).
met this pseudo-doctor in the house of a friend, just like most modern botox party. And after five or six (I forget) infiltration of the serum of happiness, achieved the result sought and desired, I returned to focus on many other issues to which a pinprick was not enough for you to solve, oh no!
One year later came "THE BEAST"!
- 12 years of hospital surgery
-32 - 30 general anesthesia
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frontal muscle paralysis - paralysis of upper eyelid, left eye
- Thickening of the skin tissue of over three cm.
- severe fibrosis at the expense of all soft tissue of the face (the face stone)
- Granulopatie diffuse and not surgically treatable
- Mobility of facial muscles affected 90%
- Maximum aperture of the mouth two cm. (Normal 6 cm.)
- Sensitivity face almost nonexistent
- Fistula parotid (salivary chiandola most important)
- diffuse necrosis in the most affected
- Admissions twice a year to remove (dangerous) granulomas
- Infections and inflammations periodic treated with large doses of antibiotics and cosrtisonici
- Three grafts of stem cells in an attempt (failed) to a partial reaction
regenerative tissue - skin graft left cheek diameter 4 cm due to necrosis untreatable pharmacologically
- impairment of the temporomandibular joint bilateral
- Shame
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Guilt - Anger
- Not having to lose myself for being so careless
- A team of surgeons that in addition to technical competence, I have received and cuddled with great emotional involvement.
- Friends
- The family
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Madness - All I've lost along the way
- All that I can no longer claim and recover
- All that's left
- Just
- The urge to scream
- The desire to be silent
- The need to continue feeding, dreams, hopes and projects.
- This is the residual term perpetuity.
If you think your face needs a "help", think about it until he lost consciousness. We transsexual women and non-living and that is what we must build our affermazione.Non on a face and a body that makes us "identified" with others and among others. If you decide to have an approach with these medical practices, do it carefully, and only in expert hands and not complacent.
Thanks to Professor Maria Giuseppina Onesti and prof. Nicholas Scuderi, Department of Plastic and Reconstructive Surgery of the Policlinico Umberto I in Rome.
I am not a victim in this matter, but the protagonist. One who has had a bad match!
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